Craving

i just don’t know
no i don’t
you your smile so beautiful
you’re so gorgeous
and i don’t know
you’re so far away
your smile so captivating
fuck i love you now yesterday
i’m drunk with bliss with alcohol and love
i love you
do you know what that means
everything you
i just don’t know
no i don’t
i can’t breathe can’t forget can’t suppress
do you know
i love you
and i don’t know
i just don’t
i’m so drunk
i can’t bear your compelling beauty
i’m so drunk
i can’t bear
i don’t know
do you know
damn you hear me crying on the floor
fuck i love you
these words may be banal
and you may hit me for this stupidity
but i just don’t know
it’s unbearable
your absolute perfection
i love you so much